Ben is at college now, well, on his way. I have to walk to work as he has the car but I dont mind because I need a walk. Jesse will be on his second day of nil by mouth today so I think he will be very grumpy, aso his teacher is coming :-s. A week ago I was feeling really shit but touch wood, I dont seem to be feeling so bad this week, Im going to go to the doctor when I can be bothered to see if I can get liquid citalopram so I cna taper down more gradually.